Crazy Boy's Crazy Days

It is snowing outside,white、 beautiful and clean.

The Spring Festival will finish finally，It is the Lantern Festival today，the last day of Chinese new year. I am eating the stuffed dumplings, so sweet in the mouth,but not as what I feel.

The cold current has arrived,I'd better stay in my apartment,but I will go out for dinner with him--my former boyfriend.I know I am stupid and crazy,but perhaps he has been proving it was I misunderstood him and he has moved me.

I know he has cheated me，and several men court me, I don't know what's wrong with me!Maybe I am just used to having his life.Actually,when he told me that he will move to Shanghai, I had been panic. Perhaps I wanted to give him a chance inside of my heard, I thought we had enough time, but when I know he will leave soon, I begin to worry about losing him forever.

I don't know,all the things drive me crazy!!!I can't fall asleep these days,and I don't know what should I do.

Maybe I should stop now, just see what will happen tomorrow night.I will make the last decision ,and I must.Forgive him or move on!

Mindy made a phonecall to me in Canada this morning,she feels lonely and sad during the festival.You will be fine Mindy,and you will be happy forever!Cause' you have him now,

Dennis will have his own apartment soon.He said that if I will visit him, he wants to have his own apartment.This sweet guy!

And Steve will come to China from United States in May.Whatever,hope all of my friends are happy.