When You Believe--Kai

I made it for fun, so not professional at all.

You will see me and my city in it.

My Birthday

Silly me eating icecream-cake after dinner on birthday.

Ziyi Zhang vs. Michelle Young best fight scene ever

Ziyi Zhang

Crazy Boy's Crazy Days

It is snowing outside,white、 beautiful and clean.

The Spring Festival will finish finally，It is the Lantern Festival today，the last day of Chinese new year. I am eating the stuffed dumplings, so sweet in the mouth,but not as what I feel.

The cold current has arrived,I'd better stay in my apartment,but I will go out for dinner with him--my former boyfriend.I know I am stupid and crazy,but perhaps he has been proving it was I misunderstood him and he has moved me.

I know he has cheated me，and several men court me, I don't know what's wrong with me!Maybe I am just used to having his life.Actually,when he told me that he will move to Shanghai, I had been panic. Perhaps I wanted to give him a chance inside of my heard, I thought we had enough time, but when I know he will leave soon, I begin to worry about losing him forever.

I don't know,all the things drive me crazy!!!I can't fall asleep these days,and I don't know what should I do.

Maybe I should stop now, just see what will happen tomorrow night.I will make the last decision ,and I must.Forgive him or move on!

Mindy made a phonecall to me in Canada this morning,she feels lonely and sad during the festival.You will be fine Mindy,and you will be happy forever!Cause' you have him now,

Dennis will have his own apartment soon.He said that if I will visit him, he wants to have his own apartment.This sweet guy!

And Steve will come to China from United States in May.Whatever,hope all of my friends are happy.

We Are Not Animals

I have no idear why I feel a little sad.

Maybe because Dennis has left China and now he is in the plane.When I see the SMS he sent to me before he leaves,I really want to cry.But I am glad to hear that he has a good time in China.I will miss him,this nice German guy.

Another reason that makes me feel sad is the words from my former boyfriend.He told me that he has to move to Shanghai for working,and he wants me to go with him and share his life with him.This was not first time he talks about this,so I feel sad not because he still loves me,it dosn't matter at all.I feel sad just for men.Why they always betray you while they are still loving you, and realize their mistakes after everything has gone.

Men,control your desire,you are not animals.If you want to play ,go to play,but don't bother the boies who are waiting for true love.If you need a boyfriend to share your life with you,then learn to be sincere and serious.

Hard To Trust In A Man

From today, most people will finish the vacation and begin to work.Everything will recover to be the usual state.This is really a tired festival to every Chinese people. I almost had no time to do what I want to do,and all the things were just for my family and friends.

It is a pity that be unable to see my German friend Dennis,He has been to Nanjing、Suzhou and back to Shanghai now.I know he will get back to Germany a few days later, but I still have no time to get to Shanghai to visit him.Perhaps I will go to Germany to visit him afterwards.

When the busy and substantial days have gone, I begin to feel lonely and empty again. Maybe I really need a boyfriend ,cause' I need to be loved so.But I also know that is not right time now,cause' it is hard to trust in a man for me at this stage.

I hope I will be fine as soon as possible,I still believe the true love exists,and I will get it one day.

First "Proposing" In My Life

“Greeno：

I have think things over and over again and again and I came to a conclusion.

WILL YOU MARRY ME AND BE WITH ME TILL WE DIE.

I am proposing to you. I will vow to love you till the end of my time/life.

I seriously expect an answer from you.

Love, Robert.”

This is an E-mail that I received a few days ago.I don't wanna say anthing about this. What I feel was just funny and boring.

As this Canadian man learns I become single again，after a lot of the honeyed words I received this E-mail.

No matter how showy these words are, they just make me realize he dosn't respect the love and marriage at all.Tell me who will propose by an E-mail?!!

Maybe this was a proposing for him,but it was just a joke coming from a man without sense of duty for me.

Forget it,and keep waiting for my MR.Rihgt.